Hey there I am still alive!
So many things happened in the last months and I wasnt really motivated to blog or for live in general.
My best friend Linda moved away and Im so so sad about it. :(
Shes in Bamberg atm but soon shes moving to Munich and I had some troubles with accepting that but in the end I have to live with it and.. yeah. I hope we will stay in contact anyway because I miss her already.
Another big thing which happened is that I FINALLY know what I want to do with my life xD
This was really one of the hardest decisions I ever had to make because for YEARS I didnt know what I really want in life. I just knew what I didnt want :'D
So Im now applying as a stewardess in different cities. Hamburg, Düsseldorf, Zürich, Frankfurt and.. Munich ahaha it would be funny if in the end they take me and I can be with Linda again hihi
But I also hope for Düsseldorf since Riina and Jasmin asked me to live in a shared apartement. Sounds fun, too! But on the other hand I'd LOVE to live in Switzerland and work in Zürich. Sounds like a win win situation if one of them wants me :'D
Ah but I dont want to bleble about my life too much so here are some pictures from yesterday evening!
Melanie a classmate of mine asked if my bf Gregor and I want to go with her to the Labyrinth a rock club because they had some kind of black eastern. I wasnt out with friends for ages so I agreed and tried to fit the theme.
I drew my eyebrows kinda heavy and somehow I like them.
Sadly I got a headache and had to leave earlier but it was good to be out with friends again :)
And I finally found a reason to dress up. I lost a bit motivation the last months because I dont feel pretty or comfortable at all with myself so I dont see a reason to take pics of me. However, yesterday seemed to be a good day.
Oh and for all german followers out there.. 3 girls and me try to do built a german gal community called "gyaru lovers"
Our website is finished but we want YOU to send us reviews, pictures, .. to post ;3
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